message to a young boy...

I hate the world today
You’re so good to me, i know
But i can change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe i’m an angel underneath
Inoccent and sweet

Yesterday i cried
Must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you’d bee so confused
I don’t envy you
I’m a little bit of everything
All roled into one

I’m a bitch i’m a lover
I’m a child i’m a mother
I’m a sinner i’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell i’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know, you wouldn’t want it any other way

So take me as i am
This may mean, you’ll have to be a stronger man
You used to shoot when i start to make you nervous
And i’m going to extreams
Tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing

I’m a bitch i’m a lover
I’m a child i’m a mother
I’m a sinner i’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell i’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know, you wouldn’t want it any other way

Just when you think you got me figured out
The seasons are already changin’
I think it’s cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

I’m a bitch i’m a lover
I’m a child i’m a mother
I’m a sinner i’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell i’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know, you wouldn’t want it any other way

I’m a bitch, i’m tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt
When you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb
I'm revived
Can't say i'm not alive
You know i wouldn't want it any other way